Chaos is the beginning of all things, right? Things begin in chaos and from there find order. I have to believe that, otherwise I’m screwed. Because that’s what my life is right now, chaos. A state of flux, where everything is upside down and inside out and anything is possible. From here I can only hope to flounder my way to a state of order and stability. The fight for that seems like it’s gone on for years and probably has. But I can’t give up. I won’t.